Hi folks 
So sorry to those who didn’t get my Tweet, things have been a bit bonkers recently, so my apologies for the lack of posts too. If I have learnt one thing through this, it’s always remember to pack your own phone charger!!
What should have been an overnight stay in hospital (which was why I never mentioned it) turned into a mini-series of Greys Anatomy! So you might as well be in the picture, should this ever happen again. I would hate for people to think I’ve just got bored & left. So in the future, if my post suddenly cease, it’s probably because I’m stuck in a hospital somewhere, with no means of communication. 
As some of you know, a bad horse riding accident left me disabled, with permanent spinal damage & chronic pain; which literally rules my life. Have you never wondered why some days there are more post’s than others? It’s not a lack of news, far from it, it’s more a case of how many stories can I get posted, before pain stops me!
Anyway’s, although I am on enough daily drugs to knock out a baby elephant, sometimes I need a wee bit more, just to help control the pain, give my brain a break & keep me sane. So, every now & again I go into hospital for epidural’s, injections & nerve blocks; although they don’t always work, nor do they always go to plan… as I was about to find out…yet again! 
The pain associated with Bacterial meningitis isn’t something you forget easily, so I knew when the pounding feet of the Irish Riverdance started in my head & my neck felt stiffer than a no. 9 golf iron; I wasn’t going to be home in time to watch EastEnders. However, I guess I was lucky in an odd way, knowing the symptoms & already being in hospital, meant I received prompt treatment, so was able to make a quick recovery.
It’s safe to say, this will be the last time I let surgeons use my back as a dartboard, it kinda scared the crap out of me the first time & this was no different!. So not only did I miss out on the pain relief, I so desperately needed, I’ve ended up with more. As if that’s not enough, another zillion or so brain cells have jumped ship…so I will be having even more ‘blonde moments’ than before … actually, scrub that…there more likely to be ‘highlighted blonde moments’…so I might as well apologise now, for all the mistakes I will be making in the future. 😳
Obviously, I’m now back home, feeling like I’ve been on a weeks booze cruise & been dragged through several hedges backwards! If fighting animal abuse didn’t mean so much to me, I could quite easily walk away (pardon the pun) much to the delight of my family, who are always moaning about my health being more important than having my fingers glued to the keyboard, bla bla bla; I guess they just don’t understand the need I have, to want to help animals & expose their suffering.
When my disability became too bad & stopped me fighting from the front lines, so to speak, I was mortified. I wanted to do more than just send monthly donations etc. I wanted to be back in with the action. But simple things I used to take for granted, like distributing flyers, boycotting the next circus etc. were out of the question, I couldn’t do anything, because I was house/bed bound, I just felt, so dam useless & worthless.
But after a while, I discovered I could still contribute & help spread the awareness of global animal abuse, using the only resource available to me, the computer; if & when pain allowed. Sites like Care2, Myspace, blogs & now Word Press, have enable me to carry on exposing evil animal abusers & educate people to the suffering humans cause, not just to pets, but to animals on factory farms & in entertainment venues, all over the world.
This is now my purpose in life, when my pain allows, of course…I will never stop fighting for the rights of animals, not while my eyes can still see & these hands can still type, as for the rest of my body, forget it! But this is not a hobby for me, I consider it my full time job, so in the past, when I have had to miss a day or two because of pain or even having a week in hospital, I’ve felt bad, but I’ve always managed to somehow keep up…now it’s so different! 😯
For the last several months, due to the economy & more people speaking up about animal abuse, there have been far too many news stories for me to post. Even before hospital, I was having to trash many articles, just to keep up to date, which made me feel terribly guilty.
So you can imagine how I feel now, having had so much time off, there are hundreds of articles on animal abuse etc. that I am going to have to sift through, the majority, ending up in the bin, to make room for tomorrows news stories. So my apologies if I post news that has already done the rounds!
It just saddens me that I can’t post them all, simply because all wronged animals deserve to have their stories told, the world needs to know the pain of each sentient being, that has suffered at the hands of mankind.
Forgive the above & my poor sense of humour (it’s all I got left…lol) but it’s good to talk, even better to be back! I just don’t want people thinking I don’t care any more, because that couldn’t be further from the truth…I promise next time to have my phone & charger, at all times…lol…I can’t promise how many stories a day I will post, but I can promise I will try my dammed hardest!!
Jules
The more we share; the more will care
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